Thursday, March 31, 2016

waiting for the funeral


At every occasion I'll be ready for the funeral
At every occasion, once more, it's called the funeral
At every occasion, oh, I'm ready for the funeral
At every occasion, oh, one billion day funeral

 - the funeral, band of horses


for e's birthday this year i surprised him with the first two BOH albums. everything all the time was an album that was on repeat not long after we started dating. i love it from beginning to end. listening to the funeral last week as the album played struck a new chord with me. 

it's been two years since my sweet gram left. i guess there's some part of me that's waiting for that funeral i didn't get to attend. some part of me that is still practicing that goodbye, that i never got to say. 

i miss her everyday.